| EATING OODLES AND NOODLES........LOL |
[16 Jan 2008|10:30pm] |
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O-M-G ITS BEEN 4EVER SINCE I'VE BEEN ON HERE I MISS VENTING YADIGGG! THATS MY NEW PHRASE SO GET USE TO IT :) SO WHATS NEW HUH? WELL I GOT MARRIED YEEESSSSSSSS HAHA PLEASE I WISH LIKE FOR REAL I REALLY WISH LMAO SO MANY THINGS HAVE CHANGED I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START....ABOUT TO BE THE BIG 21! MOVING TO VA IN APRIL OR MAY! ON MY GROWN WOMAN TIP HANDLING MY BUSINESS. STILL HAVING BOY PROBLEMS SAME OLD SAME OLD AIN'T A THING CHANGE! I'VE BEEN STRESSED OUT OF MY MIND LITERALLY ABOUT TO GO CRAZY...BUT I'M MAINTAINING. BACK TO THE DIP PROBLEMS GEEZ ....
I'M NOT FEELING THE BF THING RIGHT ABOUT NOW PRACTICALLY JUST GOT OUT OF A REALATIONSHIP AIN'T WITH IT! BUT IF I WERE READY FOR ONE I WOULD WANT...
SECURITY! I NEED SOMEONE THAT I DON'T HAVE TO QUESTION DO THEY HAVE MY BACK, ARE THEY THERE FOR ME? I WANT A FOUNDATION...SOMEONE I CAN GROW WITH, WE PERFECT EACH OTHERS FLAWS. I HATE SITTIN IN THE HOUSE, I LOVE MUSEUMS AND PICNICS I KNOW I SOUND LIKE I'M IN A MOVIE LOL BUT OH WELL! I LOVE CUDDLING AND WATCHING MOVIES TOGETHER...I COULD GO ON FOR DAYS BUT I'M NOT LIMITING MYSELF I DESERVE THAT AND MORE.....SO UNTIL I FIND THAT ONE THAT CAN PROVIDE ME WITH THAT I'M STAYIN SINGLE...IT REALLY AIN'T THAT BAD, U CAN DEFINITELY SAY I'VE MATURED CAUSE I USE TO THINK I COULDN'T LIVE IF I DIDN'T HAVE A BF. I GOT MY EYE ON SOMEONE THOUGH :) STEP UR GAME, SHIT I'M DREAMIN OR MAYBE I'M NOT?
2 BE CONTINUED.......
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| Stay or Go? |
[09 Aug 2006|02:32am] |
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Yo, I'm so sad getting into these relationships and then ended up depressed! Then I'm known as the girl that every boy wants to wife and they act like total dickheads when they get me. When will it ever be my turn to be happy? I've been cryin my eyes out because I don't know what to do.....Oh I love you yet I'm treated like shit. Tell me what do you do when u love someone such much but they just don't go that extra mile for you? You know what let me let it all I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND BUT...I need somoene who's gonna have my back like if something happened to me and I felt like he was the only one I could turn to but in my situation I don't know for sure if he would be there...Thats not good! I love him to death I would do anything for that boy but i'm not happy at all....My whole point is we have no foundation, I don't feel secure! So should I stay or go?
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| Misery Loves Company! |
[23 Jul 2006|10:59pm] |
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I am so sad right about now! But besides that I went shopping with my mom, sister, and cousin Mercedes today I had a lot of fun with them, it was girls day out! Soooooooooo I just wish my life was a little more stable and secure! I don't feel loved in the perspective in a true love, opposite sex way......why do us girls have to have the mentality that we need love and happiness with a male to feel complete? Who ever gave us that fuckin idea? Damn, I wonder if boys sit and complain like we do? Sometimes I just wish I had the power to read minds....I would feel so much better right about now! Have u ever felt so much about a person, but your scared to give in completely because your sure but your not so sure if they feel the same way? And....you wish they had your back a little more like if they told you they were going to do something, you kknew for sure they would? YO, I just feel alone right now.....I'mma leave ya'll with a song..........By Christina Milian LOL Read it enjoy!
CHRISTINA MILIAN LYRICS
"Gonna Tell Everybody"
[Intro]
I don't wanna say I still loved you
It hurts me everyday thinkin' about
Who you were kissing not me
Oh nana nana nana (not me)
Oh nana nana nana
I'mma speak the truth
I ain't gon lie
I let you go with all the tears I cried
Thought we was goin' ride
Oh nana nana nana
Oh nana nana nana
And I'm gonna tell everybody
Cuz you cheated
And I'm Gonna tell everybody
And Mistreated
And I'm Gonna tell everybody
I don't need you
And I'm Gonna tell everybody
So ya leaving
And I'm Gonna tell everybody
I don't need it
And I'm Gonna tell everybody
Don't believe it
And I'm Gonna tell everybody
Ya deceive it
And I'm Gonna tell everybody now
Damn
[Verse 1]
Sittin' up in my room
I'm lighting candles
Handlin' my handle thinkin why
I could I let this situation get the best of me
When I gave the best of me
It's just crazy how one minute we connect
I was baby ya lady sweet sadie
Holdin' hands was your favorite
{Now I} Now I ain't got no sad song to sing
You're dead wrong to me, cuz I was here the minute but
Since we separated I know you will never find
Another chick like me that's why I stay up on ya mind
I know it's hard for you to hear, but I ain't got the time
I moved on, I moved on
I don't want you now
I don't wanna say I still loved you
It hurts me everyday thinkin' about
Who you were kissing not me
Oh nana nana nana (not me)
Oh nana nana nana
I'mma speak the truth
I ain't gon lie
I let you go with all the tears I cried
Thought we was gon' die
Oh nana nana nana
Oh nana nana nana
And I'm gonna tell everybody
Cuz you cheated
And I'm Gonna tell everybody
And Mistreated
And I'm Gonna tell everybody
I don't need you
And I'm Gonna tell everybody
So ya leaving
And I'm Gonna tell everybody
I don't need it
And I'm Gonna tell everybody
Don't believe it
And I'm Gonna tell everybody
Ya deceive it
And I'm Gonna tell everybody now
[Verse 2]
I aint't trippin' I'm just saying
Look at what'cha missing out on now
Yep it's all out now, I'm goin' all out now
And I ain't gon cry about
Grab my keys to that Bentley GT
Call all my girlfriends and ride
You ain't go nothin' on me
{Christina's goin out to party}
You ain't got nothin' on me
You ain't go nothin' on me
Really this thang ain't nothing
You ain't got nothin' on me
{Run and go tell everybody}
You ain't got nothin' on me
You ain't got nothin' on me
Really this thang ain't nothing
I don't wanna say I still loved you
It hurts me everyday thinkin' about
Who you were kissing not me
Oh nana nana nana (not me)
Oh nana nana nana
I'mma speak the truth
I ain't gon lie
I let you go with all the tears I cried
Thought we was goin' ride
Oh nana nana nana
Oh nana nana nana
[repeat with Christina ad-libs]
[music fades]
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| YOUR GIRL IS BIZZACK! |
[21 Jul 2006|12:29am] |
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New life, so I decided to erase all of my previous entries. So whats really good? Well, me I decided to start writing again since a lot of things have been changing in my life. Soooo whats new? I got a j-o-b at G&G soon to be LOLA, I'm coming back home for school, I get my car in a month! Yup, yup I'm just trying to do big things, take it one day at a time! But just wanted to update briefly.....Be back soon toodles!
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